something about my life

I think most of the people in this world wants to know abt life and life style of other people. About my life its very busy and simple. My childhood, it went not good to be honest. But i am realising now that a person who has seen sadness and pain in the life can only enjoy the joy..........cause no one knows joy better then him. A person who is already happy doesnt know what is happiness and what is pain in life............
My schooling went well and somehow life rolled well. I was helping my mother in her work since my childhood, but now******he he i am not much able to help her ******but trying. Abt my study i think i was a good student until i was in school after then an average student and now as well......but still i believe that i can be a good student but time is not matching with me these days and can say for past 3 years but i am trying hard........
I am sure that the college days are the best days of each and every people in this world...........wow what to say abt those days........fun with friends college environment passion to became something in the future...........each person has the same passion. Main abt mine college is that its a government college and after finishing schooling all students from 75 districts were there with high ambition and i was one of them.............
Few of our friends have created a lab in their room after stealing pratical materials from college lab******smile**** he he he
When people became mature and mature he just stuck himself with responsibilities. But its the life and in this way the life is running in this world.
My parents has tried to give me all the happiness and all the things what i wanted and i am really thank ful to them and i know that i have to fulfill their dreams as well.
Oh sorry i just turned the way......after study obviously all ppl join some organisation and i also did but till then one thing have u noticed or not in my life that no one was in my life.......how strange isnt it? I used to chat alot after joining my job. I chatted when i became free and i did it for 1 year and when chat was full of my desire then at the end i met with someone very special. Initially i started conversation with her as a friend and dont know why things were matching with her. like she was interested to know the culture, tradition.language,habit and other things of the other world(nation). Gradually we talked and dont know when i fall in love with her.
We used to talk around 2-3 hours daily and luckily i didnt have much work in the office at that time for that i am reallly thankful to god............who sent such a beautiful,understanding and perfect angel for me,who deserve better then me but he choose her for me dont know why? will ask to the god if i meet him someday.
We shared all the things in chat me and her havent hide anything witheach other and i believe that our relation stand in truth. Before meeting her i didnt know that what is love and how much it mean in humans life only i have seen it in the movies.........but when it happens with me things were changed and realised that those things which i have only dreamed are true.
Main thing abt her that she hasnt said a singe word********to me which hurt me******* from there u can imagine abt our relation and i dont know that if i have said something to her. But as much as i know my charecter i want to see alll the people happy and smiling in this world.
If somebody says that i can be happy if sanjib die then also i can make him/her happy but after setteling down my father/mother and sister and my Kim.
Her name is kim a lady who has filled joy,happiness and excitement in my life. Those are the things lacking in my life before she came and when she came what to say things are good with me.........................
We very very near with each other except there are 7 oceans between us and we are waiting the time when those ocean willl dry up..................................................................