One strange thing i am going to write. When i stand infront of mirror then i start to look from near abt my face and body structure. Then i try think abt myself and abt the humen being and i always ask that how and what are we human being.............but one thing i have figured out that looking at mirror i cannot think for much longer dont know why?????????
May be if you try this with you then i get my answer..........
And one another thing tht i havent heard abt an artist who had drawn his own picture looking at mirror .......have u heard abt it ? that will be great if someone does things like that isnt it?
what do u think?
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Monday, November 27, 2006
something about my life
I think most of the people in this world wants to know abt life and life style of other people. About my life its very busy and simple. My childhood, it went not good to be honest. But i am realising now that a person who has seen sadness and pain in the life can only enjoy the joy..........cause no one knows joy better then him. A person who is already happy doesnt know what is happiness and what is pain in life............
My schooling went well and somehow life rolled well. I was helping my mother in her work since my childhood, but now******he he i am not much able to help her ******but trying. Abt my study i think i was a good student until i was in school after then an average student and now as well......but still i believe that i can be a good student but time is not matching with me these days and can say for past 3 years but i am trying hard........
I am sure that the college days are the best days of each and every people in this world...........wow what to say abt those days........fun with friends college environment passion to became something in the future...........each person has the same passion. Main abt mine college is that its a government college and after finishing schooling all students from 75 districts were there with high ambition and i was one of them.............
Few of our friends have created a lab in their room after stealing pratical materials from college lab******smile**** he he he
When people became mature and mature he just stuck himself with responsibilities. But its the life and in this way the life is running in this world.
My parents has tried to give me all the happiness and all the things what i wanted and i am really thank ful to them and i know that i have to fulfill their dreams as well.
Oh sorry i just turned the way......after study obviously all ppl join some organisation and i also did but till then one thing have u noticed or not in my life that no one was in my life.......how strange isnt it? I used to chat alot after joining my job. I chatted when i became free and i did it for 1 year and when chat was full of my desire then at the end i met with someone very special. Initially i started conversation with her as a friend and dont know why things were matching with her. like she was interested to know the culture, tradition.language,habit and other things of the other world(nation). Gradually we talked and dont know when i fall in love with her.
We used to talk around 2-3 hours daily and luckily i didnt have much work in the office at that time for that i am reallly thankful to god............who sent such a beautiful,understanding and perfect angel for me,who deserve better then me but he choose her for me dont know why? will ask to the god if i meet him someday.
We shared all the things in chat me and her havent hide anything witheach other and i believe that our relation stand in truth. Before meeting her i didnt know that what is love and how much it mean in humans life only i have seen it in the movies.........but when it happens with me things were changed and realised that those things which i have only dreamed are true.
Main thing abt her that she hasnt said a singe word********to me which hurt me******* from there u can imagine abt our relation and i dont know that if i have said something to her. But as much as i know my charecter i want to see alll the people happy and smiling in this world.
If somebody says that i can be happy if sanjib die then also i can make him/her happy but after setteling down my father/mother and sister and my Kim.
Her name is kim a lady who has filled joy,happiness and excitement in my life. Those are the things lacking in my life before she came and when she came what to say things are good with me.........................
We very very near with each other except there are 7 oceans between us and we are waiting the time when those ocean willl dry up..................................................................
My schooling went well and somehow life rolled well. I was helping my mother in her work since my childhood, but now******he he i am not much able to help her ******but trying. Abt my study i think i was a good student until i was in school after then an average student and now as well......but still i believe that i can be a good student but time is not matching with me these days and can say for past 3 years but i am trying hard........
I am sure that the college days are the best days of each and every people in this world...........wow what to say abt those days........fun with friends college environment passion to became something in the future...........each person has the same passion. Main abt mine college is that its a government college and after finishing schooling all students from 75 districts were there with high ambition and i was one of them.............
Few of our friends have created a lab in their room after stealing pratical materials from college lab******smile**** he he he
When people became mature and mature he just stuck himself with responsibilities. But its the life and in this way the life is running in this world.
My parents has tried to give me all the happiness and all the things what i wanted and i am really thank ful to them and i know that i have to fulfill their dreams as well.
Oh sorry i just turned the way......after study obviously all ppl join some organisation and i also did but till then one thing have u noticed or not in my life that no one was in my life.......how strange isnt it? I used to chat alot after joining my job. I chatted when i became free and i did it for 1 year and when chat was full of my desire then at the end i met with someone very special. Initially i started conversation with her as a friend and dont know why things were matching with her. like she was interested to know the culture, tradition.language,habit and other things of the other world(nation). Gradually we talked and dont know when i fall in love with her.
We used to talk around 2-3 hours daily and luckily i didnt have much work in the office at that time for that i am reallly thankful to god............who sent such a beautiful,understanding and perfect angel for me,who deserve better then me but he choose her for me dont know why? will ask to the god if i meet him someday.
We shared all the things in chat me and her havent hide anything witheach other and i believe that our relation stand in truth. Before meeting her i didnt know that what is love and how much it mean in humans life only i have seen it in the movies.........but when it happens with me things were changed and realised that those things which i have only dreamed are true.
Main thing abt her that she hasnt said a singe word********to me which hurt me******* from there u can imagine abt our relation and i dont know that if i have said something to her. But as much as i know my charecter i want to see alll the people happy and smiling in this world.
If somebody says that i can be happy if sanjib die then also i can make him/her happy but after setteling down my father/mother and sister and my Kim.
Her name is kim a lady who has filled joy,happiness and excitement in my life. Those are the things lacking in my life before she came and when she came what to say things are good with me.........................
We very very near with each other except there are 7 oceans between us and we are waiting the time when those ocean willl dry up..................................................................
Saturday, November 25, 2006
my thinking
Dear friends,
I dont know that what other people thinks in this world and everyone in this world knows that each and everyperson has a different views and thinking. I think that if u are happy and you have the things which u want then we should try to give those kinds of happiness to other people as well who reallly need it. But we the human beings are of different types we just forgot our past very quickly. The pain of the past over shadowed by the present joy which is not permanent i guess. Just think that always that pain remains for long time rather then the happiness so we should not over joyed in the happiness , have try to share that happiness with other i believe like this.
Not everyperson but my childhood was a painful will tell u later about this. There are lots of child who comes to the world but few of them died due to poverty,carelessness and "due to thought of their parents" few ppl thinks that girls are useless and some think that this child is our mistake..............some threw their child after birth and somehow they survive their life and from the early childhood they have to kill their desire as the child of the same age gets the things what they want, even they dont have to speak..............
I think that the ppl who will be reading my blog have passed from the childhood and few of them had a good and few of them had bad as well. So i just want to try to change abit the thinking of the people and have a desire to fulfill their small small desire. I am from Nepal and in Nepal, you can see lots of these things. In papers and in reality as well. Lots of children are spending thier life in road few with family and more then 90%without family begging for small small things. Education,shelter are very far from them they are only begging for food.............when i see them just think that if my parents hadnt cared me then i might be like this...............so i am thankful to my parents for this that they cared for me and i bacame angry with those parents who just left their child in this world"a lake of pain" even teaching them how to swim in this " lake of pain".
I dont know about these things in the other part of the world but i have been to India our neighbour country things are same there as well.
I believe that "SMALL THINGS WE CAN DO" if u cannot do the big things then just try to show your sympathy to them and just try small things that u feel good. To wash the mind is the hardest work in this world i think so we should know that theing are not gone a change in quick time may be it take years an years but we just have to try...........
Like a organisation Unisef doing a very very noble work for children, just try to make them to think that they are also the part of this world and they can be something and can do something for himself and other ppl who are like him/her.....................
One story i saw recently in my city: Few peoples are begging in a tourist area in the evening time(area-thamel) one kind hearted gentleman saw them and he said them ok come then he brought a two big packet of biscuits and he went on his way then those childs came to the shop from where that gentelman have brought that biscuits ask him to take back that biscuits after refusal that shopkeer took it back giving them half price.
But i want to try to help them and want to show them this beautiful world and i wish to god to help me to success in my aim............................................
At least want to make them an good citizen who can contribute to thier nations on their way...................
I dont know that what other people thinks in this world and everyone in this world knows that each and everyperson has a different views and thinking. I think that if u are happy and you have the things which u want then we should try to give those kinds of happiness to other people as well who reallly need it. But we the human beings are of different types we just forgot our past very quickly. The pain of the past over shadowed by the present joy which is not permanent i guess. Just think that always that pain remains for long time rather then the happiness so we should not over joyed in the happiness , have try to share that happiness with other i believe like this.
Not everyperson but my childhood was a painful will tell u later about this. There are lots of child who comes to the world but few of them died due to poverty,carelessness and "due to thought of their parents" few ppl thinks that girls are useless and some think that this child is our mistake..............some threw their child after birth and somehow they survive their life and from the early childhood they have to kill their desire as the child of the same age gets the things what they want, even they dont have to speak..............
I think that the ppl who will be reading my blog have passed from the childhood and few of them had a good and few of them had bad as well. So i just want to try to change abit the thinking of the people and have a desire to fulfill their small small desire. I am from Nepal and in Nepal, you can see lots of these things. In papers and in reality as well. Lots of children are spending thier life in road few with family and more then 90%without family begging for small small things. Education,shelter are very far from them they are only begging for food.............when i see them just think that if my parents hadnt cared me then i might be like this...............so i am thankful to my parents for this that they cared for me and i bacame angry with those parents who just left their child in this world"a lake of pain" even teaching them how to swim in this " lake of pain".
I dont know about these things in the other part of the world but i have been to India our neighbour country things are same there as well.
I believe that "SMALL THINGS WE CAN DO" if u cannot do the big things then just try to show your sympathy to them and just try small things that u feel good. To wash the mind is the hardest work in this world i think so we should know that theing are not gone a change in quick time may be it take years an years but we just have to try...........
Like a organisation Unisef doing a very very noble work for children, just try to make them to think that they are also the part of this world and they can be something and can do something for himself and other ppl who are like him/her.....................
One story i saw recently in my city: Few peoples are begging in a tourist area in the evening time(area-thamel) one kind hearted gentleman saw them and he said them ok come then he brought a two big packet of biscuits and he went on his way then those childs came to the shop from where that gentelman have brought that biscuits ask him to take back that biscuits after refusal that shopkeer took it back giving them half price.
But i want to try to help them and want to show them this beautiful world and i wish to god to help me to success in my aim............................................
At least want to make them an good citizen who can contribute to thier nations on their way...................
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